So basically I’ve been getting clobbered by morning sickness. Which, despite the name and contrary to my previous misconceptions, can (and in my case does) apparently last all day long. Sometimes I have about an hour at night when I’m feeling okay; otherwise, it’s been well over a month of unrelenting wretchedness.
I’m sorry I reneged on my promise of blog content. I thought that once I got my PhD (yay!) and had a chance to rest up a little I would have time and energy to blog like crazy. I didn’t count on getting pregnant right away and getting my butt kicked by it so badly. I’m having a hard time getting through work and the stuff I have to do each day, and when I’m done with that I mostly just want to curl up in bed. Sorry for being such a wimp–I guess this hetero lifestyle has made me soft or something.
Anyhow, I’m trying to fight through it and get back to blogging. I have a lot I want to say. I’ve got stuff on the early years of my exgay experience, on “the right to change”, the rest of the identity series, exexgay series, etc. (After some reflection, I don’t think I should say much about Jones and Yarhouse until I actually get to read the book, and I’m just going to borrow Ron’s copy after he’s done with it.) Also, God willing, I might get to hang out with Peterson later this week, so that could provide some inspiration and/or motivation.
So, if you’re still reading, I appreciate your patience and understanding. I sincerely hope to get some posts out soon. But I’m not going to stress about it.
As far as the pregnancy goes, it’s still the first trimester, and a lot can go wrong, since timewise this is the miscarriage “danger zone.” But I figured I would tell you all what’s up anyway, so you’ll know why I’ve been so scarce. And so those who like to pray can pray for me and the baby if they feel so led. I could especially use prayer for my eating–at some point I kind of need to stop losing weight, which means finding foods I can keep down, which is proving rather tough. Apparently, the “average woman” theoretically should start to feel better in the next couple of weeks or so. I sure hope I am an average woman at least in this respect! In the meantime, I’m taking comfort in the fact that everyone says that my being really sick is a good sign that the baby is doing well.
So that’s what’s up with me.
*The title is making fun of a notorious pamphlet by Paul Cameron, and should not be read as implying that the author seriously considers herself a heterosexual.